:: fAiNtED::

Today..something horrible happened to me.

Dis morning, woke up @ 6.20am as usual, get ready, and left my house @ 7am. Reached MRT station, oredi 7.16am, felt bit tired so I took a sit at the bench provided by the MRT..then when i saw the train came, I know today I'll hv to stand for more than 10 stations in order to reach my destination. So after entered the train, I finally got a "nicer" place to stand and bent my body near to the door. Then the train starts to move to the next station.. After one after another stations, I started to feel short breathe and sweating. I was terrifying but don't know what to do. I grabbed on the grab hold and tried to stay awake. But after the train left RedHill, I know I really cannot stand anymore. I can tell I'm going to get fainted anytime. Altho it is only about 6 more stations away from my destination, I finally alighted at Tanjong Pagar caused Im very sure everyone in the train can see that I sweat a lot and look very very pale. And I'm very sure also if I don't stop, I will surely get fainted inside the train and you will see me in the headline of tomorrow's newspaper, which i truly don't want.


I stopped at Tanjong Pagar and couldn't find a proper seat to sit as the seats they provided there is rather higher as compared to the usual one. I couldn't care too much about impression anymore and squatted near the seat and start to call Junc and sms boss. I also contacted TCK to call office about my situation and I need another day of MC...yeah...I was on MC yesterday due to gastric, headache+allergy. TCK told me he was few stations away and wanna stop by to see me, I have no objection. After waited for about 5-6mins, I felt better and looking at the MRT going back to where Im from is quite empty by this time, I crawled into the MRT and gave TCK a call that I am going back home. Still felt no strength at that point of time but not sweat or having any breatheless anymore. After reached home, I went to see doctor. Doctor checked my blood guar, blood pressure and heart beat, was told NO PROBLEM. Sigh...then wat the hell is it?? He said it may due to crowds, atmosphere & etc., just like during school time assembly, pupils get fainted easily. OIC...so what should I do? Nothing..no medications was given, just need to review in one week times. Doctor also suggested if I can try to go a bit earlier or later, but how?? That's totally unpractically....

Anyway, I'm saved..at least now. But I think I've got phobia already..and don't know what is going to happen tomorrow?! Arrgh...