下雨天~南拳妈妈

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我 你分不清那些彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难 过别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

~ WaLk Öut fRoM tHe Dark ~

在这黑暗的世界。。过了整整10个月。。

每天我不知道自己要的是什么，自己的人生方向在哪里。。

我只慢慢的远离主，朝着自己的认为对的方向出发。。

圣经上说过，人如果不跟随上帝的意愿，人生就会越来越迷惘、惆怅！

我一直都不理会--老以为自己的选择是对的。。总觉得一切太“对”了。。

终于在这短短的10个月里，我所谓“对”的都被proven为是大错特错的！

所谓的真情换来全是假意！所谓的promises原来都是“狗屁”（对不起，真的好激动）

短短几个月。。我已被伤得面目全非。。已经不懂得怎样面对自己。。只好一直一直的否定自己！

两次无理的伤害，是人的都应该清醒了吧？！

就算伤透了心，哭断了肠，也不会改变人生的“现实”“自私”“贪念”的残酷！

最愤怒的是，伤了你以后，还可以若无其事的说：我不想再伤害你！

哈哈~~到底他脑袋装的是什么东西？到底他有没有良心？说不想再伤害我，还说会照原本的计划行事，只是不能完全属于我！不能失去任何一方，两方都是他的命！

哈哈哈哈~~去死吧！我就算再笨，再痛，也不想和你搞这种“剪不断，理还乱”的无聊东西！

每当一碰到困难，第一个不见人影的，就是你！事情cool down了。。又来惹我！到底想把我折磨到什么地步？真的他妈的没种的“猪”。。

我无论如何都不再上当了，ok?要玩你自己去玩吧！从没见过这么“贱”的人！我要是再信你，我就和你一样贱胳，无耻！！

最好不要让我再见到你，见一次，我就揍你一次！（不过你反正喜欢被揍，有什么你不怕的呢，真贱啊你！）

p/s: paiseh,我真的满肚子火，不这样发泄，真的会疯了！也希望借此，我不会再和这王八“纠缠不清”。Enough is enough!

~* shall I trust you *~

Shall I trust you? I don't knw..
haiz...who am I now? What am I doing now?
GOSH~!!! I juz feeling lost!!!!!!!

sian!!!

~~怎办？~~

是否真的要发生什么事了呢？
i not sure...it seems like i'm working towards it now..
but deep inside me..do i reli wan this thing to happen?
do i? gosh....i still not so sure!
i was once very certained..but nw..after so many incidents...i really don't knw if this is wat i wan already~~
LET IT BE LET IT BE~~maybe thats all i could say now!

~~ jobs offer ~~

wow..what is wrong lately? (or shud say what is so right lately?)

the previous job i mentioned...i didn't show up in the end..oops..so sorry Mr Ning....I have turned you down......

then after that....a vy good offer frm food & beverage industry...fNN..vy vy good pay & benefits...but the fussy me..only reported work for one day & rejected the job...all bcuz of the office..so old...so old until i cannot take it..gosh...

not sure if anyone ever rejected an offer bcuz of this reason but thats me ok?

the nxt day aft tt, i got an offer frm anthr MNC...lower pay..but i like the work place. juz bcuz i like the work place i forgot to negotiate my pay with them. the pay quoted in my application is acutally 350 lower than wat they offer me & i just stupidly go and accept them..ok..thats how dumb m i ok?

after i hv accepted the offer, another government associated called me for interview. in actual fact i got this from another co's boss. He intro me to this co & the vice president called me to meet up.

In order not to confuse myself, i called the vice president's secretary to cancel my appointment with them. the secretary was bit shocked when i said i don wan to go anymore. god knws evyone is aiming to join this kind of co & why am i rejecting them.

ok ...... solved the problem....

but the story not juz ended here YET........

the same afternoon i received a call from one of the big4!!!!!!

can you believe it? why is it just never end??

Big4 le!! ok lo..i agreed to go for the interview..but actually i not so keen oredi cuz don wanna make myself confused again..

i thot juz to go there show face only.........but who knows..........they offer me the job also............
but they wanna arrange nxt week for the managers to meet up with me to discuss further! even asked me not to accept other jobs!!! RIDICULOUS!

so now how?
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i really don knw.........

烦啊！

== im back ==

wow...so fast..end of sept oredi...i hv been disappeared for a long long time ya.......

many things had happened during this period.....& I hv finally resigned frm the MadDog Co.

But of course I not resigned fully bcuz of MadDog..partially my personal reason....which make me vy vexed!!

Anyway...i've got a job offer & actually have committed to that offer oredi...sigh....now the problem is pay!!

pay is the only reason I not happy with........$$$$$$$$$$

Also at the same time I've been offered for quite a number of interviews..but I rejected all because of this offer....now think back, I was reli stupid loh...

all the big mnc...i juz rejected easily bcos of this co which paying me much more lower that wat im expected...sigh.....

We're not Crazy, We're just Catholic

- We like to keep Mass interesting. We sit, stand and kneel, in no particular order. Probably just to keep the blood flowing.
- It's not merlot and Ritz they're serving; it's the Flesh and Blood of Jesus. No, really.
- Forget a big meal afterwards, just pick up some of the breakfast tacos they're always selling after Mass- Purgatory.
- We all have 20 cousins. On each side of the family.
- Infant Baptism isn't dumb; it's after-life insurance.
- $5.00 in the collection basket is the epitome of generosity. Anything more than that, someone has hit the lottery.
- A missal is a book, not a weapon. However, it has been known to pull double duty.- The signs we make aren't just a mark of respect, they're a lot of fun to do.
- Every Catholic Guy tries to sit next the really hot girl they like at Mass. THis is because they really want to hug during "Peace Be With You" and hold hands for the "Our Father"
- We really like statues. A lot.
- After every confession, everyone hits themselves on the head. This is because they have realized that they forgot that really big sin, and they know that it'll hang over their head til the next time.
- Contraceptives? Why?- Altar boys continue well into their twenties.
- The 14 Stations has nothing to do with TV.
- "Peace Be With You" is just a way to meet pretty girls.
- We've always been taught that celibacy til marriage is the only way to go, forever and ever, amen. That being said...- "Sin on Saturday. Pray on Sunday. Confess on Monday".
- The Mass doesn't start for a few minutes not because of tardy parisihioners. It's because the priest is running late.
- The Virgin Mary is not a God and we don't treat her as such. But she is without sin, gave birth to Jesus and did it without having sex. That warrants more than a little respect.
- 11:00 a.m. Mass means 11:15.- We actually get all the jokes in Dogma.
- There are two very different, irreconcilable factions in every single church in the world. They are known as the Saturday or Sunday Mass bunch.
- St. Patrick drove all the snakes out of Ireland. SNAKES.
- You miss JPII more than you miss some relatives... but who misses that child molester uncle anyway?
- Bake Sales are a way of life.
- Your knees are more calloused than your feet.
- Priests have been giving us alcohol since we were little kids. No wonder any one of us can drink Protestants under the table.
- The Catholic way of dealing with a mid-life crisis is having another kid.
- Mass is nearly unchanged after almost 2000 years. We're a little stubborn.
- Catholic School Girls.- Whatever you gave up for Lent, you have it in your hands at 11:59 p.m. Saturday night, counting the seconds til midnight.
- Episcopalians are referred to as "Diet Catholics"
- You either love or hate the Stations of the Cross. There is no middle ground.
- We all know Da Vinci code is bogus and inaccurate. Yet we'll still read it if nothing else is goin on.- "Offer it up!" = "Quit bitching!
- We have Midnight Mass so there are no interruptions on Christmas morning
- You've slipped out an Amen after the Pledge of Allegiance.
- Holy Water can kill just about anything. So Protestants are pretty much screwed if a vampire comes calling.
- There's no way to explain it, but Catholic girls are just scorching hot.
- There's no need for impromptu prayer; you can always fall back on the Rosary.
- Pope Benedict XVI scares you. Badly.-
It's not uncommon for just one family to take up an entire pew or two.
- Boondock Saints is the greatest movie ever. E-Ver.
- Confession. Enough said.- You're of the opinion that Stephen Colbert should be Canonized.
- When in doubt, say a Hail Mary.
- Who created Family Guy? Oh yeah, a Catholic!
- Whenever anyone in Star Wars saga says "May the Force Be With You", we get the urge to say "And Also With You"
- The Pope does indeed wear a funny hat. But it's way more interesting than Joel Osteen's suit and tie.
- If you see a guy leaning forward, looking half-dead with his head on the pew in front of him... he's not praying. He's hungover and was guilted into coming to Mass anyway.
- Even though you never met her or been to a country she's been in, you're still willing to have "seen" a miracle by Mother Teresa.
- We're the oldest Christian religion. Period.

If you appreciated, chuckled or even smiled at some of these, you're not a wacko. You're just probably a member of the one of the oldest and largest religions in the world. Open to all Catholics around the world.

crappy day

Yes! today is the worst day i ever had~~or maybe it will continue forever until i give up?

my heart so pain now....my soul has left me either----- i cannot remember what i want in life already!!!!!!!!!!

S.A.D. - miserable, bitter, sad, despair, disappointed, heartbreak, heartache....everything all in!!!!!!!!!!

why??????????????????????????????????

e MadDog - LC

Life is rather boring now~~~why am i like this? nothing much to share with except MadDog..haiz...

everyday we are gossiping about MadDog..some even said why bad guy never die early? Why have to keep him in this world to torture the good one end up good people all die before him??!!

Haha..i found it quite funny also.....sigh...but then again, who are we to judge people? He maybe MAD in the office, but he could be a good father good husband at home~!! So that's where he get his credit and that is also why God is still keeping him in this world without letting him go!!!

Gosh~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

哪里去了

当我需要你的时候，你总是不在我身边！！

当我茫然，失落，好想有个诉苦的对象，你却，在那里？

我不知道！这条路，我还可以依赖你吗？

你。。总是。。so near yet so far!

胸口在滴着血，一片一片的碎了，

我还是找不到来时的路。。。。

就这样，我迷路了--迷失了原来的我。。。

迷失了。。。我的人生。。。。。

I need to learn to forget about you~!

Start my Life all over again, with my own strength~~

must remember

You--have no longer in my LiFe~!

错

干涉在别人家的事。。自己的位子好敏感！说什么都无法让别人相信我真的可以那么neutral吗？

眼睁睁的看别人睁眼说瞎话，我可以说什么？向左走、向右走--都是错~！

爱情-家庭-友情 什么是什么？ 我的方针又在哪里了？ 我到底朝向什么方向行走了？ 我的理智去了哪里了？

还要这样多久？ 还能继续多久？ 可以不要再心痛了吗？ 可以好好的活吗？

可以吗？

+最近真的好烦+

最近真的真的很烦~~工作不顺。。家事不顺。。样样都把我给烦死了~！

不知道还要这样子生活到什么时候了？？

累~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

+ Making A Lasting Difference +

I want to dedicate the following passage to the MadDog of my company:-

Some of us think we deserve respect simply because of our position. No, respect must be earned - daily. General J. Lawton Collins asserted, "No matter how brilliant a man may be, he will never engender confidence in his subordinates and associates if he lacks honesty and moral courage."

Ultimately, all the skills in the world won't save you if your character is flawed. Author Stephen Covey writes, "If I try to use human influence strategies and tactics to get other people to do what I want… and my character is fundamentally flawed… in the long run I cannot be successful. My duplicity will breed distrust, and everything I do will be perceived as manipulative." It makes no difference how good the rhetoric is or even how good the intentions are; if there is little or no trust, there is no foundation for permanent success. Character can be built, but only slowly. If you want to know how long it will take you to get to the top, consult a calendar. If you want to know how long it will take you to fall to the bottom, try a stopwatch. Dreams become shattered, possibilities are lost, organisations crumble and people are hurt when a person doesn't have character protecting his talent.

Character provides the opportunity for longevity in any career, any relationship, and any worthwhile goal. Author and Pastor J.R. Miller wrote, "The only thing that walks back from the grave with the mourners and refuses to be buried, is the character of a man." What a man is, survives him, and that makes a lasting difference!

hi hi

轻轻一句问候。。。可以温暖很多人心房。。。在这人情冷淡的社会里。。。一句不经意“嗨”的问候。。。让人心都温馨起来了~~

啊----六月了

很快就进入六月了。。2008年又进入mid year了。。时间真的是不留人啊！我呢?!就这样蹉跎了半年的岁月，一事无成！我讨厌我自己，没办法把握好时机，没办法像别人搬，瞄准时机，努力向前冲！不知道自己这半年来到底做了些什么东西，把原本平安的世界搞到乱七八糟！唉！！

阴天

今早。。下了一场好大的雨。。

到了现在还是阴阴的。。

本来很想出去gai gai的。。

现在却懒洋洋了。。

最近累了。。想花钱去解闷。。。

不过因为心情不佳。。

financial status也乱了。。

钱不知道花到哪里去了。。

既然没有半点saving。。

天啊！

才知道。。人生。。什么都是习习相关的！

The Gift Of Repentance- best describe my situation

The Word for Today with Bob Gass

- Friday, 30th May 2008
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The Gift Of Repentance

I gave her time to repent.

Revelation 2:21 NLT

When God tells you to repent, He gives you time and grace to do it. If you don't, there are consequences. "I gave her time to repent, but she [would] not… Therefore… [she] will suffer greatly" (Revelation 2:21-22 NLT). This Scripture is an arrow to the heart of that stubborn sin you want to keep holding on to. Sin is always a choice. If you choose to keep sinning you can reach a place where your ability to say "no" is so weakened, you become enslaved to what you've chosen. As long as you prefer the rewards your sin brings, you won't seek deliverance from it.

The Greek word for repentance is metanoia. It means "to change, to turn around and go the other way". One counsellor writes, "I kept trying not to commit a particular sin, praying about it over and over, only to do it again. Finally I got mad at God and cried out, 'Why don't You help me with this?' He answered, 'Because you aren't disgusted with it yet. You're still enjoying it.' I protested, 'I do not. I hate it.' God replied, 'If you hated it enough you'd quit it.' In that moment I realised that I enjoyed the rewards of my sin more than the rewards of obedience. I also discovered something else; I couldn't hate sin enough by the power of my own fleshly will to come to true repentance. I stood helpless in corruption. Repentance is a gift of love which comes from God. And until that love is allowed to work in us, touching and exposing those carefully guarded areas, we cannot change."

So today ask God for the gift of repentance.

take over my sorrows, Father!

Regardless of how old we get or how capable we think we are, there's always that moment when the only way out is to turn to our Heavenly Father and say, "Here, take the reins, I don't want to drive any more." And He will, but you've got to give them to Him!

爱

ｌｏｖｅ　ｉｓ　ａ　ｌｏｓｉｎｇ　ｇａｍｅ

空洞

心--空空洞洞的
总以为自己可以放下
所以狠狠的说了伤人的话
可是现在心却很难受
不知道自己还能做些什么
错的时间 错的人 错的事情
照成一堆接一堆错误的后遗症
现在该怎样继续下去
放下离开？ 无声离去？
我该怎办呢？那种压抑在心里的痛楚又有谁懂？
这些日子一直在逃避 不敢面对变相的自己
一些平时常做的事情 都避而不做了
可是有改变了什么吗？ 三个多月了 还是没什么变化
我好累 却还不能离去
啊----------------------------

[what am I up to lately]

I have not been here for a month, exactly one month after my last posting.

I have almost forgotten I owned such a blog, until today, when I hv no mood to work, I chatted with Wei, and she asked me to read her blog, suddenly I recall, I too have a blog which I used to update quite frequently but now, I have abundant it!

Don't know what is in my mind lately! What am I doing? What is my vision? What is my life?? I have not been doing a lot of things that I used to do, I was just wasting my time doing things that were not benefit my life, my marraige, my career, & I'm still doing it now.

So fed up with myself. Don't know what is the purpose of life, although I do have a book by that title, but never read. I want to have a better life, improve my lifestyle, improve myself, and yet I am going backwards now. So frustrated, so irritating!

Now I really don't know what myself want. Leaving God, Leaving Friends, Leaving Families...live by myself, and die eventually???!!! Don't know...so empty inside..so lost..and so heart pain see someone trying so hard to pull me back to where I suppose to be & I still don't co-operating!! What am I waiting for? Or maybe I am just helpless, couldn't find the way back................ I guess so!

：：恐惧：：

也许离开上帝的日子太久了
已经忘记如何面对恐惧
最近工作上遇上了一只“疯狗” MD
弄到我每天要去上班都是提心吊胆的
好难受！！
不了解为什么世上会有如此蛮不讲理的老板
公司上上下下都活在他的折磨下
连Deputy MD都来和我诉苦，说大家tolerate了四年了
以为明年他就合约满了，大家就有好日子过了
谁知他既然再续约两年！！
我不知道我可以受他的折磨到什么时候。。。
万一我忍无可忍再和他搏斗怎办?哈哈~~
上帝啊！！为什么把只疯狗放在我们公司？
如果不是他，大家就和乐融融了。。亏他还开口闭口我们是一家人！家和万事兴！！
真是变态的老人！！也许真想朋友说的，他现在处于mid life crisis吧！哎~~可苦了我们呢！尤其是我。。还是他的PA。。。真的迟早患犹豫症咯！

:: 26th April - Junc's birthday ::

：：搏战 ：：

短短的几天，好像过了一个世纪般，经历了很多事情！

身、心都很疲倦~~

也没办法好好思考！！

一个不小心的决定，可以把一切都摧毁了

可以把美丽的变成丑陋。。。

可以把梦想变成恶梦。。。

我好累。。表面上的坚强、无所谓根本是自欺欺人。。

我好想好好的歇下。。停下来片刻。。

衡量自己要的是什么。。再作决定。。

无奈。。人生有太多的无奈

明天又是要去工作战场搏战的日子

连休息片刻都没有权利。。

我--真的好累

+ “谋杀”时间 +

现在已经是傍晚七点多了。。我还在公司。。。我在“谋杀”时间啦。。
因为之前“借”了公司两个钟去办私人事务 （其实我是去应征别的工啦，哈哈）现在只好乖乖呆在这补回了。。
难过的是，那份我觉得满有信心的工，既然音讯全无。。气死我了!!
但是真的好无聊哦。。好想回家。。但是时间还没到！没办法逃跑。。那些“中国”老兄，还在呢！
真是的。。好“显”。。肚子也咕噜咕噜叫了啦。。

:: HENPECKED HUSBANDS ::

1. He wears the pants in the house – under his apron.
2. He has two chances of winning an argument with her, slim and none.
3. She leads a double life – hers and his.
4. He comes right out and says what she tells him to think.
5. She does not have to raise the roof, all she has to do is raise an eyebrow.
6. The only time he opens his mouth is to ask her for the apron and the vacuum cleaner.
7. He always has the last word – he says, “I apologize”.
8. She snaps “are you a man or a mouse – squeak up”.
9. He was a man about town, she has turned him into a mouse around the house.
10. The last big decision she let him make was whether to wash or to dry.
11. She tames to be pleased.
12. He put a ring on her finger and she put one through his nose.
13. He can’t even open his mouth to yawn, she complains he is causing a draft.
14. He was a dude before marriage – now he is subdued.
15. He married her for his looks, but not the kind he’s getting now.
16. He even has to ask permission to ask permission.
17. She lost her thumb in an accident and sued for $100,000,because it was the thumb she had him under.
18. She even complains about the noise he makes, when he is fixing his own breakfast.
19. He worships the ground she gives him the run – around on.
20. He goes to a woman dentist – it’s a relief to be told to open his mouth instead of to shut it.
21. When he is late for dinner he gets two kinds of meat,‘hot tongue’ & ‘cold shoulder’.
22. He should have been warned, when he carried her over the threshold after they were married,that she couldn’t wait to put her foot down.
23. Every once in awhile she comes to him on her bended knees.She dares him to come out from under the bed.
24. He has to hold his pay envelope up to the light,to see if he got a raise.
25. She wants to go to the seashore, claiming that mountain air disagrees with her. He can’t see how it would dare.

+ friendship +

:: 莫名的心情 ::

今天怎么了。。。心情糟透了

为什么我不能冷静下来？

为什么我一定要那么不安？

讨厌自己老是被心情/情绪控制自己的一切

而不能好好地面对/掌握局面。。

啊~~~~讨厌啊！

~+ rejoice +~

we can rejoice, too,

when we run into

problems and trials,

for we know that they

are good for us - they

help us learn to endure.

And endurance

develops strength of

character in us,

and character

strengthens our

confident expectation

of salvation. And this

expectation will not

disappoint us.

For wek know how God

loves us,

because He has given us

the Holy Spirit to fill our

hearts with Love.

Romans 5:3-5

+ you are a FRIEND of mine +

You are beautiful my friend.
You know and accept me as I am – all of me, and I love you for that.
You have made me happy to be me, and I love life more because of you.

I can be myself with you and am very happy in knowing that we experience much of the same sensitivity to the world around us. You always express how you feel to me, and so, I’m never afraid to do the same. The meaning of our friendship is found in the joy of celebrating it.

You will forever be part of me now for our souls have reached out and gently touched one another. I will always love you, throughout my life, for you a friend of mine.

:: 幸福是什么？::

幸福是什麼?
好好的享受被愛?
還是好好去愛一個人?
你選擇什麼?

意外在一篇部落看到这样一句话 觉得很有意思

说实在的 幸福到底是什么？

我自己本身也不是和了解

占有一个自己喜欢/疼爱的人 就是幸福吗？

给一个人太多自由 就是无形中的把他推向另一个世界吗？

幸福 就是要彼此相爱 比如这样： 愛係雙方面架! 幸福係兩情相悅,真心相愛~~

是吗？那我 有幸福吗？

也

请问 你幸福吗？

∴☀ 学习 ☀∴

最近 一直觉得自己英文水准掉了很多 也许不是掉了 根本就是没有进步过 一直停顿在那 开始觉得连和朋友沟通都有问题了 因为我没办法说一口流利的英文 好自卑呢

好想去上课学习学习 你说好不好呢？
但又担心自己会半途而废 所以 唉 还是在家自修吧

开始翻开以前买的PROVERBS来查查看咯 这应该是小学的水准吧 可是对我这“噢巴桑”来说 要背熟这些 还真的需要一段时间呢

啊 哀哉

今天就一点一点学起吧！呵呵~~

Between the devil and the deep sea		To choose between two equally bad alternatives in a serious dilemma.
Where there's a will there's a way		When a person really wants to do something, he will find a way of doing it.
A burnt child dreads fire		A bad experience or a horrifying incident may scar one's attitude or thinking for a lifetime.
First come, first served		The first in line will be attended to first.
A friend in need is a friend indeed		A friend who helps when one is in trouble is a real friend.
Discretion is the better part of valor		If you say discretion is the better part of valor, you mean that avoiding a dangerous or unpleasant situation is sometimes the most sensible thing to do.
A hungry man is an angry man		A person who does not get what he wants or needs is a frustrated person and will be easily provoked to rage.
Empty vessels make the most noise		Those people who have a little knowledge usually talk the most and make the greatest fuss.
A man is as old as he feels		A person's age is immaterial - it is only when he thinks and feels that he is ageing that he actually becomes old.
Great talkers are little doers		Those people who talk a lot and are always teaching others usually do not do much work.
An idle brain is the devil's workshop		One who has nothing to do will be tempted to do many mischievous acts.
An ounce of discretion is worth a pound of wit		It is better to be careful and discrete than to be clever.
Faint heart never won fair lady		To succeed in life one must have the courage to pursue what he wants.
A penny saved is a penny gained		By being thrifty one will be able to save up.
A rolling stone gathers no moss		A person who never settles in one place or who often changes his job will not succeed in life ; one who is always changing his mind will never get anything done.
As you sow, so you shall reap		One will either enjoy or suffer the consequences of his earlier actions or inactions.
Barking dogs seldom bite		Those who make loud threats seldom carry them out.
Better late than never		To do something that is right, profitable, or good a little late is still better than not doing it at all.
A bird in hand is worth two in the bush		Something that one already has is better than going after something seemingly more worthwhile that one may not be able to get.
Birds of a feather flock together		People of the same sort of character or belief always go together.
Call a spade a spade		If you say that someone calls a spade a spade, you mean that they speak frankly and directly, often about embarrassing or unpleasant subjects; an informal expression.
Charity begins at home		A person's first obligation should be to help the member of his own family before he can begin thinking of talking about helping others.
Dead men tell no lies		( often used as an argument for killing someone whose knowledge of a secret may cause one loss or get into serious trouble.)
A great talker is a great liar		A smooth and persuasive talker may be a good liar.
Every cloud has a silver lining		If you say that every cloud has a silver lining, you mean that every sad or unpleasant situation has a positive side to it. If you talk about silver lining you are talking about something positive that comes out of a sad or unpleasant situation.
All that glitters is not gold		Do not be deceived by things or offers that appear to be attractive.
Eat to live, but do not live to eat		Man was created for a divine purpose and he has a destiny with his Creator - he was not born just to enjoy food.
Don't put all your eggs in one basket		One should not risk everything he has in a single venture.
Every dog has its day		Everyone will get a period of success or satisfaction during his lifetime.
Every one can find fault, few can do better		It is easier to find fault in other people's actions or methods than to do it properly or correctly.
Any time means no time		When an event is not decided on or planned earlier it will never take place.
Fair exchange is no robbery		A contract is fair as long as both the parties understand and agree to the conditions willingly; after a deal is closed neither side can turn around and say that he was unfairly treated.
Fire is a good servant but a bad master		Fire, like any other manmade tool or device, will serve man well only when it is controlled and used wisely.

希望我会一天一小步的提升我的英文吧！！祝福我呀！

4月11日 手腕高明

4月11日出生的人，并不像牡羊座二（4/3-4/10）那样，渴望成为事物的焦点。当他们置身事内，多半是因为具备真才实士，而不是只有野心罢了。作为决策小组的成员，特别是拥有主导权时，那是他们最感到舒服自在的时候。观念与想法远远比荣耀与名望更令他们感到骄傲、兴奋。
4月11日出生的人，不太在乎如何培养充满活力的个性，也不喜欢用华丽优美的辞汇，罗哩罗唆地说上一大堆平庸、不切实际的想法。他们喜欢知道别人的想法，而且希望别人有话直说，不要找什么托辞。但是，这并不代表他们没有办法用含蓄的方式表达，或是缺乏外交手段。事实上，他们是十分优秀的调停者，不只能使敌对双方合作，也能直辖市十分歧异的意见。无论在工作场所、家庭或是朋友之间，4月11日出生的人，都是别人无计可施时的求救对象。

4月11日出生的人既然拥有这些本事，自然是聪敏过人、长袖善舞。他们对于概念和语言有深刻的了解，也很清楚其中蕴涵的力量。不过，在个人生活中，却经常对伴侣所说的事情感到困惑，尤其是在他们并不喜欢这些事情时。说也奇怪，他们在外交和决策方面虽然很在行，但是偶尔对于至亲的需要却又非常地迟钝。

这一天出生的人，认为自己应该担负起养育及支持家人的责任，不过想归想，他们却无法做到。因为要完成这些承诺的精力，都被他们用在别的地方，而所剩无几了。此外，这一天出生的人还要留意，不要和家族中的长辈起冲突。

由于高明的社交技巧，4月11日出生的人非常适合从事需要直接与人接触的相关行业，例如社会工作，或是以人为规划目标的行业，例如行政管理。不过，他们也必须学习倾听别人的声音，否则将会降低成功的机会；如果他们渐渐变得不愿意接受任何批评，结果则会更糟糕。4月11日出生的人，必须随时保持开放的心胸，一旦作了决定，即使因情势所需而必须更改，也不要怕不好意思。对于这一天出生的人而言，培养弹性、保持行动的正直与效率是很重要的。

幸运数字和守护星 4月11日出生的人受数字2（1+1=2）和月亮的影响。受2影响的人，天性温和且富有想像力。他们能够对各种计划提出明智的建言，却不想成为领导者。不过，身为牡羊座，他们必须提防受火星的影响而变得愤怒、急躁和过度自信；月亮与火星的相互作用，与可能使他们情绪不稳，因此4月11日出生的人，最大的挑战不是如何作个领导人，而是做自己的主人。出生于11、22日的人，因两位数字相同，所以可能会对各种成双成对的东西特别感兴趣，例如双胞胎、巧合和对称的事物。

健康 充足的睡眠对于4月11日出生的人非常重要，因为睡眠有助于维持平静及沉着。此外，休假也是必要的，不论是周末或长假。比如教书，因为有寒暑假期，所以对这一天出生的人便特别有吸引力。由于4月11日是具有强大精神力量的日子，这一天出生的人千万不可因此忽略了自己的身体，强力建议他们和伴侣要有规律的性生活。今天出生的人只要适度地运动，使身体保持健康、增强体力即可。均衡的饮食对身心的稳定有奇效；如果有体重过重的烦恼，那么每日三餐定时且营养兼备，则既有助于健康，也能使他们心情愉快。

建议 心胸开阔。不要承担太多责任。让能量保持流动，不使用它就会失去它。对于亲密的人要更细心敏感。控制脾气，避免与家人发生冲突。

名人
查尔斯伊凡斯休斯(Charles Evans Hughes)美国最高法院法官，因出马竞选总统而辞去职务。后返回司法界担任大法官。
台湾企业家吴东亮，新光集团的第二代负责人。
民权改革家玛丽欧文顿(Mary W. Ovington)，她也是NAACP的创立会员及理事主席。
专栏作家古德曼(Ellen Goodman)，曾获普立兹奖，执笔的专栏为“转捩点”。
伊漱肯尼迪(Ehtel Kennedy)罗伯肯尼迪（约翰肯尼迪总统之弟）之妻，育有11名子女。
牛津大学圣安尼学院院长雷蒙卡尔爵十(Sir Raymond Carr)。
奥克兰“突击者”美式足球队教练麦登(John Madden)，他曾经指导112场比赛，赢得“超级杯”球赛，同时他们也是运动评论员，获得9次“艾美奖”最佳运动评论员。

塔罗牌 大秘仪塔罗牌的第11张是“正义”。
牌面坐首一位安详的女性，一手拿着天平、一手拿着宝剑。她提醒我们遵循整个宇宙的规律，只要我们坚持正道，生活就能维持平衡与和谐。牌面正立时，代表正直、公平、诚实和纪律；牌面倒立则是消极、疏远惧怕创新以及不满。
静思语 如果这个世界还有任何一丝希望，那一定是由小的善意开始。

优点
果断、有外交手腕、精明。

缺点
迟钝、抗拒、冷淡

~**你心中有這樣的一個人嗎？**~

Received the same message years ago, and possted it in my old blog. Today when checked on my email, I saw the same message again from different sender. Hehe..wat a coincidence~~

Post it here for everyone to think & ponder~~

你心中有這樣的一個人嗎？

你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？

也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。

也許為了顧及家人的意見 ，你們沒有在一起。

也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。

也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。

也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。

也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。

也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲无法跨出界線。不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。

但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。

即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。

他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裡卻不是很清楚，你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。

男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。

每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友?

一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。

你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。

你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。

特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。

做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？

你(妳)心中的這個特別的朋友...? 是誰呢？

很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了，常常覺得惋惜，

可惜一些本來很好的友情，最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，

這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。

因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的好。

也是可惜，也是遺憾！

但還有沒有可能是另一種情況，你可能永遠都不甘心只是朋友！

想念一個人，需要衝動的感覺

思念一個人，需要深刻的烙印

接近一個人，需要滿懷的誠意

愛上一個人，需要十足的勇氣

放棄一個人，談何容易！！！

*做为一个女人，必须要明白的** 22 **个道理**!!*

*做为一个女人，必须要明白的** 22 **个道理**!!*------------------------------

1、男人是社会的主体，不管你信或不信。所以要嫁的男人，一定是要有种责任感的男人。
2、在男人25岁之前，请记得，他给你的爱情通常是假的，或者不是你所想象的那样纯洁和永远。如果你过了2 5岁，那么你应该懂得了这个道理。
3、吃饭吃到7成饱最舒服。对待男友最多也请你保持在7成，谁吃多了都会不消化，爱给多了就是负 担。
4、30岁之前请你爱惜自己的身体，最好别为了穿紧绷绷的衣服而不断的去节食，记住：前30年你找病，后3 0年病找你。如果你过了30岁,你自然也就会懂得这个道理。
5、事业远比爱情重要。如果说事业都不能永恒，那么爱情只能算是昙花一现。
6、不要轻易接受追求你的男人。永远坚信：男追女隔座山。只有真正爱你的好男人，才会不辞辛苦翻越重重阻碍 ，才会有耐等待你的红颜一笑。
7、请你相信，能用钱解决的问题，都不是问题。男人总说：女人如衣服，有钱就有女人，没钱没女人。那么，你 有钱了，男人也便不是问题，也不过只是一件衣服。
8、请永远积极向上。每个女人都有她可爱的地方，但不可爱的地方就只有：不积极的面对生活，面对属于自己唯 一的一次生命。
9、不要连续两次让同一个男人伤害到自己，对别人软就是对自己残忍。好马不吃回头草是有道理的。如果认真考 虑过要分手，那么请不要做任何舍不得的行动。
10、如果你和你的前任男友，现在还是朋友并保持着联系，那么你要趁早问问自己：是为了什么？如果分手后还 能成为朋友，就只有两个可能：你们当初都只是玩玩而已，彼此都没有付出过最真的感情；或者，必定有一个人还 在默默的付出并无怨无悔！!
11、永远不要相信男人在恋爱时的甜言蜜语。都说女人爱听甜言蜜语，其实，男人心里比谁都更清楚的了解这一 点，所以就有了男人是世上最大的 谎言制造商这么一说了。
12、请不要为自己的相貌或者身材过分担心和自卑。人是动物，但是区别于动物。先天条件并不是阻挡你好好生 活的借口。人的心灵远胜于相貌，请相信这点。如果有人以相貌取人，那么你也没必要太在意。因为他从某种意义 来讲，只是一只动物，你会跟动物怄气吗？
13、失恋时，只有两种可能，要么你爱他，他不爱你，或者相反。那么，当你爱的人不再爱你，或者从来就没爱过你时，你不该有遗憾，因为你失去的只是一个不爱你的人。不过，你一定不要错过一个真正愿意为你付出的男人 ，也 许他不会说：我爱你，但他却一直站在你的身后包容着你的一切。这样的男人不好遇，遇到了要牢牢把握才是 聪明女人的明智选择。
14、不要去欺骗善良的男人。这个世界上，善良的男人已经太少了，我们要像珍惜这濒临灭种的再生资 源。
15、不能偏激的认为金钱万能，至少，金钱治不好艾滋病。
16、一定要有自信。你就是一道风景!没必要在别人的风景里面抬头仰视。
17、受到再大的打击，只要生命还在，请相信每天的太阳都是新的，山不转路转，生命的继续就是你最大的筹码 。
18、爱情永远不可能像天秤。你想在爱情的国度里幸福，就先要学会舍得伤心。
19、如果你喜欢一个他认为：别人就应该对他好的男人，请尽早的放弃。没有谁天生是应该对某一个人好的。如 果他不明白这个道理，也就是他根本还不懂得珍惜。
20、不要因为寂寞而"找"男朋友，寂寞的女人要学会品味寂寞，因为这样的时刻在生命里决不是少数。请记住 ：即使寂寞，远方黑暗的夜空下，一定有个人和你一样，寂寞的人不同，仰望的星空却是唯一。
21、任何事都没有永远，也别问怎样才能够永远。生活有很多无奈，请尽量去充实你自己，充实属于你的生活。谁都不知道今天过去明天会如何，你现在要做的就是善待眼下的这一分钟、这一小时、这一天。End、女人一生 的每个 阶段，要经历很多的无可奈何，生活很累，但生活也因此才更有意义。当你以为你自己一无所有时，你至少还有时间，时间能抚平一切创伤，请相信这一点！！所以请可爱的聪明的女人不要轻易流泪。
22、请女人们都记住：男人不是工具,男人也有累的时候。姐妹们， 有没有同感。。。

- if i let you go -

******************
Day after day

Time pass away

N' I just can't get you off my mind

Nobody knows

I hide it inside

I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show

To letting you know

I've never felt so much love before

And once again

I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out

But if I let you goI will never know

What my life would beHolding you close to me

Will I ever see

You smiling back at me (oh yeah)

How will I know

If I let you go

Night after night

I hear myself say

Why can't this feeling just fade away

There's no one like you (no one like you)

You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)

Its such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask

I'm too proud to lose

But sooner or later I gotta choose

And once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out

if I let you go (ooh baby)

Once again

I'm think about

Taking the easy way out

CHORUS

~* 疑惑 *~

爱情 它 到底是什么？
人的婚姻是靠爱情来维持的吗？
还是 所谓的友情让彼此坚持下去。。
人家都说 世界上最不持久的东西就是爱情了。。
这是真的吗？

工作到现在还在彷徨无助。。。
到了今天 新人都来了两天了
他们还在persuade我留下来
我的天啊！到底这样下去我会被说服吗？
怎么搞的？真的没办法了解~~~

~* 无奈*~

最近也没什么心情写自己的心情 感觉兜兜转转的 还是找不到自己要的是什么 偶然间碰到的某些事件 加上重重的困难和彷徨 最终 没办法作下好的决定

我会永远想念你们的

*☆☆*心动*☆☆*

老实说 我真的心动了
因为我真的付出了很多的真心在这里
唉 可是很多人又说这时候他们说那么多都不是真心话
所以我又辞豫了
唉

~* 依恋 *~

依恋 坐在我旁边
厚厚的想念 随月光蔓延
依恋 跟在你身边
看你的笑脸 吻你的唇边
如果爱是坐秋千
你就是我的原点
依恋 是一叠昨天
你给的抱歉 多想没听见
依恋 是一条天线
只收到从前 回忆的画面
没有你 会怎么演
感谢你 说的永远
依恋 就让它依恋
毕竟拥有过 你一段时间
或许 分开是一种 所谓的成全
爱我会放在心里面
有些事不会有期限

-蔡淳佳

+ surprise +

我只是一个小人物 我的离去 会有那么大的影响吗？
干嘛那么多大人物要找我“商量”？ 突然间觉得自己很重要 原来我的付出没有白费 还是像外子说的 是我傻 所以他们才不想失去我？？

算了 我不想想太多 我的心 另有牵挂

Honestly I don't think they are loosing anything without me.. I thought I can never be better than JK. But when so many of the big bosses come to "praise" me for my good works, and telling me I am very capable, systematic, efficient, very good performance and they were upset and disappointed with my decision, I am very surprise le!

+ two boxes for you +

I have in my hands two boxes,
Which God gave me to hold.
He said, 'Put all your sorrows in the black box,
And all your joys in the gold.'

I heeded His words, and in the two boxes,
Both my joys and sorrows I stored,
But though the gold became heavier each day,
The black was as light as before.

With curiosity, I opened the black,
I wanted to find out why,
And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole,
Which my sorrows had fallen out by.

I showed the hole to God, and mused,
'I wonder where my sorrows could be!'
He smiled a gentle smile and said,
'My child, they're all here with me..'

I asked God, why He gave me the boxes,
Why the gold and the black with the hole?
'My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings,
The black is for you to let go.'

**************************************


A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end.
It keeps us together like our Circle of Friends.
But the treasure inside for you to see,
Is the treasure of friendship you've granted to me.

~* sorry seems to be the hardest word *~

对你 我付出了很多的真心 我一直相信只要我全心全意地付出 有一天你一定会了解我的苦心 你一定会改变那种嚣张 自大的态度 你肯定会放下“凶恶”的脸孔 诚心对待每一个人
坦白说 这么多年来 这是我第一次为了一份工作付出那么多的心思和努力 因为我热爱所有的事物 我热爱我身旁所有的同事和所接触的人 这份工给了我很大的成就感
如果不是你 这一切就算完美了 偏偏因为你 破坏了我所有的努力 破坏了这份工作的完美 带来了无法抹去的遗憾
想到你 一切就没意思了 为了不再让我每天活在惊心胆吊的日子 我只好牺牲小我 完成大我
我想就算在一百年后你也无法了解我的心情 我不想在受“恐吓”的日子下生存了
我 - - 相信 我可以有更好的日子 所以我要和你说再见了 拜拜

+ 回家的感觉真好 +

回家的感觉真好 不是言语就可以形容
回家的日子总是那么短暂 再过十多个小时 我就得回去不是我的家的“家”了
一辈子最不喜欢的就是分离 偏偏人生啊 最无法避免的就是分离
不知道自己为什么那么无法释怀 不能像别人那样
开开心心的来 开开心心的回去
我啊 非要“消极”一段时间才能回到“正常”的自己
也许 我不应该回来 那么就不会有太多的伤感了！
夜了 说再多也无法改变事实 我还是上床睡觉吧！
晚安咯~~

+ 除夕夜 +

今天是除夕 又是大家团圆的时候咯
时间过得真快 感觉才是昨天刚回到家 现在已经吃了团圆饭了呢
回家的感觉真好 看到自己熟悉的一切 看到自己的家人朋友
想到多几天就要回去了 真得很舍不得 真希望时间别走得这么快
因为我还有好多好多事情还没做 好多好多朋友还没见
在这里祝福大家

希望在这新的“金鼠”年里 各位有：
鼠不完的幸福
鼠不完的快乐
鼠不完的活力
鼠不完的青春
鼠不完的运气
鼠不完的金钱。。。

+ gong xi +

恭喜吉祥

恭喜如意

恭喜发财

+ 发财哦 +

现在的心情--

不想再烦工作了--

恭喜大家发财啊--

新年进步、心想事成