~~怎办？~~

是否真的要发生什么事了呢？
i not sure...it seems like i'm working towards it now..
but deep inside me..do i reli wan this thing to happen?
do i? gosh....i still not so sure!
i was once very certained..but nw..after so many incidents...i really don't knw if this is wat i wan already~~
LET IT BE LET IT BE~~maybe thats all i could say now!