+ 糟透了 +

今天心情糟透了
糟到已经无法呼吸了
心 一直 往下 沉 沉 沉 沉 到低谷里了

Was so hurt and upset today..especially after been told if I would like to leave the company, I will need to pay back for the "advance" annual leaves I have taken, which amounting to $1000, for I have not serving the company for full 12months (I only hv worked here for 10mths) and I am not entitled for any leave even if I have passed my probation. This is ridiculous right? I guess, when boss heard the new employer is going to compensate for the 3weeks notice, he was definitely thinking may be he can take advantage on my leave & thats why he quickly said I don't entitle to any leave and if the new company wants me to work with them, then they are responsible to buy back my leave..sigh!! I cannot imagine a boss that I thought was so kind and loving is actually so stingy and calculative, and definitely not flexible at all. Don't he know, with me leaving now, he is actually save on the bonus he is going to pay out to me in December? Can't he just give and take a bit?!

Lets look at how is the appointment letter was written: "You will be entitled to annual leave amounting to twelve (12) working days after twelve (12) months of service and where applicable, pro-rated to the period of service." - can anyone with good English please explain to me does this means lesser than 12months is not entitled to any leave at all? I am very confused here.....

Don't you know, the amount I will need to pay back means a lot to me? When I heard of that $1000 I was almost having heart attack on the spot!! I was extremely sad and full of hatred the whole day, even now!

Nevertheless, I do feel a bit better after receiving this sms from my new employer: Dear XXXX, u shd be entitled to annual leave as u earn after ur probation. U shd probably have prorated leave. Can I suggest that we help you with payment first and deduct in monthly installment. You know that u are responsible for the past and you should not pass it on to [Co. Name]. Bite the bullet. Surely tomorrow can only be better with God's grace. Commitment made should be honored. Make peace with yourself and boss. xxx

Sigh!!!

Finally, I have seen his true colour, an old man who loves $$ more than anything!